Dear friend,
For a while now I've been writing to you about one thing: how to stop working for free, how to build a real practice, how to charge what you're worth.

I meant every word of it. And I think it helped some of you — a few of you are working with me now, and I'm grateful for that.

But I have to be honest with you, because honesty is the only thing I know how to lead with.

I don't want to write about how to charge as a psychic medium anymore.

Maybe later. Not now.

It's not that the work was wrong. It's that it was never the center for me. I came to it sideways.

I've been aware of spirit since I was a kid in Romania, where nobody could explain any of it — the things you feel, dream, sometimes see, while everyone around you quietly wonders if you've lost it. So I went looking for answers.

In 2018 I spent a month at Arthur Findlay College learning mediumship. I met wonderful people there, and more grandmothers, uncles and mothers in spirit than I can count, and I'll treasure that for the rest of my life.

But before Arthur Findlay, I went to Peru. To the Amazon.

And that's where I met myself. Truly. No book, no film, no specialist had ever shown me what those weeks showed me about who I actually am.

I've spent years since then juggling all of it — mediumship development, personal development, ceremony after ceremony with the shamans in the jungle. And looking back, it was all the same thing wearing different clothes. It was all healing. The breakups, the dark years, the spirit work, Peru — all of it was the same search.

So I'm taking a small step back from the mediumship and the "how to charge" content, and turning toward what's actually been at the center the whole time: the work of the Amazon. The plant diets. The teachings of the lineages I've been sitting with. The possibility of real, lasting transformation in a living person — which is the thing I believe in most.

A few things, so there's no confusion:

The Holistic isn't going anywhere. It still serves anyone who's drawn to it — business, clarity, healing, whatever you actually need. I'm here to serve, and that hasn't changed. What's changing is where my attention goes: deeper into Peru, and the diets, and the integration that makes the change permanent.

I'm based in Hong Kong, so a lot of my focus is here in Asia — and honestly, the need is enormous. I see it every single day. High-performing people carrying things they have no language for and no place to put down. This part of the world barely has a door for that kind of work. I want to be one.

If this is no longer the content you signed up for, I understand completely. No hard feelings. You're free to step away, and I'll still wish you well on your road.

But if something in this lands — if you've found yourself somewhere you can't quite break through from — then maybe we're walking the same way for a while.

I didn't write a speech for this. I'm still gaining clarity on my own journey, same as you are on yours. But I wanted to tell you the truth about where I'm headed before I just started showing up differently.

The Holistic continues. With a focus on Peru.

Your friend in this,
C.

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